As life gets longer, awful feels softer
And it feels pretty soft to me
And if it takes shit to make bliss
Well, I feel pretty blissfully
If life's not beautiful without the pain
Well, I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again
These lines by Isaac Brock sum up my life pretty well and I'm glad all turned out the way it did until now. It's been too long to really regret much or try to forget things, after all I always did all that was possible. If there is ever a resurrection, I don't bother to be saved.